mood dropped

the hour grows late, my mood sinks lower, and I'm bored as hell.

it feels like this

how sad today! always try to be good friend, but why they do not understand.
oh please anyone, dont blame your friend for something that she/he didnt do.
but fortunately there's always that can make me tougher, my most adorable boyfriend-I gede parasara manela. he said I should not be sad for everyone who doesn't respect me. and he's right..i must ignore those who dont respect me!



p.s: for today's exam, just going to chill.whatever happens happens!!!

learn to accepting

"All you must do is accept all that is unacceptable to you" -cheri huber-

what i feel

You can't stay mad at somebody who makes you laugh -Jay Leno-

the man i will marry

An important part of any relationship is making both partners aware that they have a crucial and indispensable role to play. Make sure that you and him have a similar view of the relationship. If you're looking for someone to have kids with and he's looking for a casual relationship, it's not going to work out.

and someday, the man i will marry is......

O Someone who still thinks i’m looking good even if my hair is messy

O Someone who will play with my hair while i’m lying down on his thighs

O Someone who wakes me up every morning with a kiss on my forehead

O Someone who will give me a back and head massage whenever i feel pressured and stressed

O Someone who will not think i’m stupid

O Someone who will treat me right

O Someone who could get along with my family and friends

O Someone who will spoil me

O Someone who holds the umbrella & cuddles me close on rainy days

O Someone who will watch big fireworks with me

O Someone who’s willing to do spontaneous stuff with me

O Someone who hugs me on my waist surprisingly

O Someone who will never try to hurt me

O Someone i can trust

O Someone who trusts me

There are actually a lot more to this list but I’m just gonna stop here cos this is all I can think of for now! :p

mommy's birthday

today is my mommy's birthday. best wishes for her :)

my boyfriend just bought a sliced of blueberry cheese cake for my mom*whoaa it's so yummy. kalo kata chef farah queen "yummy sexy food" hahaha.lol ;p

for my mom: i love you moooom. you're the best mom eveeeer!!!! tetep gahul ya mah.rocks!hehe